Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Time For The Change Of My Life

Oh my God. I just hopped on one of those websites that calculates your BMI (Body Mass Index) for you. And it shows that I am…

OBESE???

Let's just all sit on that one for a minute.

Inside you realize that I'm slowly slipping into a very dark place. I'm horrified. Truly over the top scared sh*tless.

Okay. So, yeah. That just slapped me harder across the face than anything I've ever experienced before. But I can't go back. I can't change the numbers and continue to lie to myself and pretend that I'm this skinny little waif. I can't continue to blame it on the baby weight. My youngest is almost seven years old, for Heaven's sake.

I'm making a plan today on how I intend to change this. Now. I need to get motivated, and a website telling me that I'm obese is pretty much all the motivation I need.

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